25th June : Observer life. Witness life. Be life. Feel Life.

Its an amazing morning. I came to office by OLA share. Ola share charges almost 1.5 times the shuttle. I am moving away from the hassle of driving car.

Yesterday I got a mantra for coming back to normal from any situation, not to be very happy and not to be very sad. Who am I? I am the unchangeable awareness in which all activity takes place.
This gives mental peace in any situation. You do not become the sufferer than. Your body may suffer, your mind may suffer, but not you. You are beyond body and mind. You are the witness.

I have got my passport today. I had to give 800 rs for police verification, 500 rs for local intelligence and then 200 rs to the postman. It becomes difficult to get without giving money. They just look directly into the eye. I asked what. They told kuch kharcha pani.

But in 17 days, I got my passport. Great. I have ordered a book Hunting the 'I' which is delivered today. I will go and check the book.

I would be meeting my son Shaurya after 9 days. Excited.

The sound of silence is very clear in my mind. When I am in complete silence, the sound comes.

One should take time in the busy schedule because when you are busy, life is happening to you. Observer life. Witness life. Be life. Feel Life.

24th June : Discovery of I : I am the unchangeable awareness in which all activity takes place.

I went to JMI with A. The PoC was set up and demonstrated.

I talked to A for long on tea. We talked about philosophy, films, and other topics.

He thinks we dont find good people these days. I think there are good people in today's world too.

I am also reading Upanishad.

Is there any one sentence which will bring me back in present from anywhere, whatever the crisis is whatever the problem is.

For now that sentence for me is that spoken by Papaji " You are the unchangeable awareness in which all activity takes place"

This gives peace and reminds me who I am.

I also got to know about a book. The book of Tea. I will read this book.

From now on, I will try to put post which makes sense.

10th June: Mix day : Lots to learn

It was a live proof yesterday when I started with good mood and positivity, everything went great.

So, the day starts by reading something positive. "Observe the observer" concept. I am trying to be witness to the present. Dwelling into the question "Who am I".

I will be focussing on to make my body fit. If the body is fit, my mind will be fit and I can devote better to my life.

I should be able to handle the tension and fear. I am not indulging into the problem. I am analyzing the problem.

You should be able to come out of the thoughts of being guilty. Give your best shot and do not think negative. Coming out of the guilt that I am not able to do this or that is great. You would feel good.

I was struggling so hard since 10 am to install Thunderbird on Linux. I almost lost hope that I would not be able to do that and the feeling of guilt was peeping in. I

went for a break for a cup of tea. I came back and finally at around 2 pm, I was able to install the thunderbird mail. Amazing. Never ever, never ever loose hope.

There will be times when you do not succeed and that is perfectly ok. Sometimes, you would fail, sometimes you will succeed. You should not suffer because of this.

Count on the learnings.

9th June. - Rumblings today - Be in your own kingdom

The morning should start well. If you start your morning well, you can spend your day well. It sets the tone for the day. While coming in the shuttle, I read in mobile "Observe the Observer". This is amazing. If you start observing the observer within you, you will be at peace.

Learn about fear. Why do you fear. What do you fear. Can I end fear. Find the nature and structure of fear. If you start seeing the nature of fear, actually fear will start ending. That is the beauty.

If you are in the mid of the day, and you are feeling down, try observing or rather witnessing what are you thinking. Change the gear of the thoughts. Be grateful. Take deep breath.

Why are you worried about the target. Was there any target ? You have done your best in this situation, then why to worry. If you know that you have done to your best, no need to worry. Be positive. See the positive aspects of it. Why should your mind think that you haven't done anything. You have learnt so many things while trying to get the results.

It is never too late. Sometimes it happens that a very very small negative thought or feeling will make the remaining of your day worse. This is actually a chain reaction kind of thing, you wouldn't even know when you have become completely immersed in negativity. The key is to observe and see the negative feelings going in. Fill yourself with gratefulness and positivity. Practicing this will make you do this successfully. I have done it right now and feeling good.

Your big thing might be very small or nothing for someone. That means you should not be worried about anything. Stop thinking and be.

Live like you don't exist. Live like you are two eyeballs floating in space with no brain attached.
Be in your own kingdom.

The last minutes in the office are crucial. As you have started the day in office with confidence and positive energy, you should leave the office in the same mode. If your office time is spent well and no matter what if you are positive, you will be able to spend good time at home too. It was overall a good day in office.

7th June 2016

I know there are many people who feel angry, depressed, and trying to run out of the situation.
Even I while coming to office feel that the bus should not reach office........hahahahhahh....let it be a bit late....Let my boss be not there today...These are wishful thinking.

Lets turn the table. Lets do what you want. Accept the present.

Enjoy the present. Be in the present.

Once you start enjoying the present, things will start happening.
Take responsibility of your deeds. You will be at peace.

There are things which will happen to you if you are positive. And you will attract positive.

Think from long term perspective. Don't think on the short term basis.

I have started enjoying what I am doing. There is no point in hating what you do. If you hate the thing which you are doing, then do not do that. But if you cannot avoid doing that thing, then do not hate it. I know it sounds simple but difficult to implement. But if you do not become the problem, and try and solve the problem, the problem gets solved.

You never know from which direction the opportunity will come. So it is good to be always open and face rather than running away from the situation. If you face a situation, you will come out a stronger person.

By being in this stressed out situation, I decided lets enjoy the situation and face the fear. I have become a good communicator.

So the situation after accepting the present is that I am happier than how I was in the morning. I have more energy.