Mood........I am amazed to see my mood change within seconds.....pata nahi yaar mood itna change kyon hota hai...if someone says you something...your mood changes....if you are not well...your mood changes....if you have loads of work.....your mood changes......if you dont have any work...your mood changes....if you are going away from your home....your mood changes....if you are going to home after a long stay abroad......your mood changes....You are right...
I am going to India after a 5 month stint in London. So I can confirm now that there is a place called London on Earth. Earlier I used to see this place on Map and knew this place only through news. But now I can confirm that there is a place on Earth called London.
So all set to go to my Bharat......Somewhere at the corner of my heart, I think I have the feeling had I stayed longer here, I would have earned more....
But nothing is sure in life. Surprises come and go...
These days I am thinking I should leave this software industry and do some other thing. Someother thing.... Whats that thing ....is this the same thing of Name Place Thing Animal.
May be I should start thinking of some ideas and implement those ideas.....
I should take risk. Wow. Take risk man. The greatest risk in life is not taking any risk.
hmmm. Pata nahi kya hone wala hai.
Still not sure where do I have to report to ...Bangalore or Hyderabad....Lets see.
Friday, October 28, 2005
Monday, October 24, 2005
Revival of my blog
There are many things to write to my blog. I don't want my blog to die. For so long I havent written to my blog, I don't know why?
Of late I have started reading novels. On Saturday I went to Croydon Library to get some books. That was a nice experience to visit library. I am visiting the library after my college days i.e in 2001. So after 4 years I visited a library that too in United Kingdom. I was just thinking ......No one knows what will happen the next day. Even what will happen the next moment is not known. Who has thought that after graduating from a college in Bihar (BIT Sindri , now in Jharkhand) , I will be in UK. Even I could not see myself thinking in college that some day I will go to United Kingdom. Though I have travelled abroad to Bhutan and Nepal, I never imagined that I will be going to Europe.
See the power of thoughts, I was trying to write about my visit to Library and now I have gone to my college days. Actually all the thoughts are inter woven and I cant come out of the web of thoughts.
In the weekend I was explaining to Neetu about the human mind and what human is made of.
We have heard since our childhood that man is made of his thoughts. True. But on that day while explaining it to Neetu, I just got the feel about this. A man is not physical. What will happen if there is no brain. Who will control the body. The body without brain is useless. So who am I? Just thought. Yes I am a bundle of thoughts. Even you. And everyone. Is thought so powerful that it can create human. Yes. What ever we think we become like that. We have a mental image of ourself which we want to show to other, and we become like that. I was wondering how much thouhts can a man keep inside his brain. Good question for research. Enormous. All the thoughts just accumulate over one another. I still remember my childhood days. Intricate details of the place where I have been. Roads to reach my school. The trees. The place where I lost my pencil when I was in Class 3 (I think) and I went beside that tree in dark to search my pencil in fear that my father will scold me. So many incidents. I can write about all my childhood incidents. I think there can be a short story collection If I recollect my childhood days.
Again where am I going. I was writing about my visit to library. I agree Manah ati chanchalah asti.......Thats why I am writing so many things which may look totally irrelevant and cannot be given a single heading.
For so many days I was thinking to write something. But was not.....reason .......dont know.
I think a lot many things. There should have been a printer which I could have connected to my brain. I swear I would have got so many good stories. Lazy to write all the things which come in my brain...
Finally I have broken the ice and that too in office. Yes I am writing this blog in office. Among these white people I really miss my country. One get to know the importance of his country only when he is not in his country.
I am sorry I lost the thread. A techie guy came and we were raising CMR. CMR, a technical term.
I was telling about my visit to the library here. Suddenly out of blue I thought of developing some interest. Yaar Monday after Monday life goes on. Sometimes I think that I should stop the time and enjoy the day fully. But it doesn't happen. The time goes on and on. Never stops.
I was in full enthusiasm to start reading novels. I got 7 books from the library.
I started reading Indra Sinha's "The death of Mr Love". Its good to read something. I am enjoying it. Hope the enthu doesnt vanish as the days go.
There are many surprises I am getting, especially in the last few days. I got in touch with my school friend whom I last saw in 1989-90. So after 15 years we met on chat. Its all because of technology. Thanks to technology. Thanks to yahoo messenger. I will write someday about the yahoo messenger too. That is a long story. I got a girl through yahoo messenger who is my wife now. 15 years back, no one could have imagined that two friends will meet on Net. At that time, it was difficult even to see a computer, leave alone the internet.
I think I have written enough to revive my blog. I guess I will write frequently to give my blog a fresh air to breathe.
Of late I have started reading novels. On Saturday I went to Croydon Library to get some books. That was a nice experience to visit library. I am visiting the library after my college days i.e in 2001. So after 4 years I visited a library that too in United Kingdom. I was just thinking ......No one knows what will happen the next day. Even what will happen the next moment is not known. Who has thought that after graduating from a college in Bihar (BIT Sindri , now in Jharkhand) , I will be in UK. Even I could not see myself thinking in college that some day I will go to United Kingdom. Though I have travelled abroad to Bhutan and Nepal, I never imagined that I will be going to Europe.
See the power of thoughts, I was trying to write about my visit to Library and now I have gone to my college days. Actually all the thoughts are inter woven and I cant come out of the web of thoughts.
In the weekend I was explaining to Neetu about the human mind and what human is made of.
We have heard since our childhood that man is made of his thoughts. True. But on that day while explaining it to Neetu, I just got the feel about this. A man is not physical. What will happen if there is no brain. Who will control the body. The body without brain is useless. So who am I? Just thought. Yes I am a bundle of thoughts. Even you. And everyone. Is thought so powerful that it can create human. Yes. What ever we think we become like that. We have a mental image of ourself which we want to show to other, and we become like that. I was wondering how much thouhts can a man keep inside his brain. Good question for research. Enormous. All the thoughts just accumulate over one another. I still remember my childhood days. Intricate details of the place where I have been. Roads to reach my school. The trees. The place where I lost my pencil when I was in Class 3 (I think) and I went beside that tree in dark to search my pencil in fear that my father will scold me. So many incidents. I can write about all my childhood incidents. I think there can be a short story collection If I recollect my childhood days.
Again where am I going. I was writing about my visit to library. I agree Manah ati chanchalah asti.......Thats why I am writing so many things which may look totally irrelevant and cannot be given a single heading.
For so many days I was thinking to write something. But was not.....reason .......dont know.
I think a lot many things. There should have been a printer which I could have connected to my brain. I swear I would have got so many good stories. Lazy to write all the things which come in my brain...
Finally I have broken the ice and that too in office. Yes I am writing this blog in office. Among these white people I really miss my country. One get to know the importance of his country only when he is not in his country.
I am sorry I lost the thread. A techie guy came and we were raising CMR. CMR, a technical term.
I was telling about my visit to the library here. Suddenly out of blue I thought of developing some interest. Yaar Monday after Monday life goes on. Sometimes I think that I should stop the time and enjoy the day fully. But it doesn't happen. The time goes on and on. Never stops.
I was in full enthusiasm to start reading novels. I got 7 books from the library.
I started reading Indra Sinha's "The death of Mr Love". Its good to read something. I am enjoying it. Hope the enthu doesnt vanish as the days go.
There are many surprises I am getting, especially in the last few days. I got in touch with my school friend whom I last saw in 1989-90. So after 15 years we met on chat. Its all because of technology. Thanks to technology. Thanks to yahoo messenger. I will write someday about the yahoo messenger too. That is a long story. I got a girl through yahoo messenger who is my wife now. 15 years back, no one could have imagined that two friends will meet on Net. At that time, it was difficult even to see a computer, leave alone the internet.
I think I have written enough to revive my blog. I guess I will write frequently to give my blog a fresh air to breathe.
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